I saw 178.
Oh my God.
And then I ran out of medicine while we were away, snowbound in a blizzard for days and days and days.
And my doctor couldn't refill my script in West Virginia.
So it ran out.
And the weight started to drop.
Now I am 'back' to 164.
And the sores in my mouth are gone.
The diarrhea has returned with a vengeance.
And my abdominal pain is returning, slowly, steadily....I fear a return of the intractable pain from April.
At what price, victory?
What do I do now?
I guess that's what doctors are for.
And Remicade awaits on Tuesday.